You know that feeling is right there in your mind, when you have no idea why it is becoming so difficult just to read some sentences, it is so much difficult to say something usual in front of people looking at you. You can’t think, hard to breath, is just one of the indicator that you are nervous! You know, nervous itself is something usual which make our day become unusual :D.
After a long holiday and long break that I haven’t speak in a front of people, I felt that feeling again this morning, right when I was become moderator for an event held by my departement organization. At the first, I think it is not a big deal just to become a moderator, cause all I have to do is just to make the audience focus, introducing the guess who will give the presentation then lead the discussion and that’s all. You know what? Unfortunately it’s not as easy as I thought _ _” . It is like it becoming harder when I think and say to myself that it will be easy. Well… I just think positively, maybe it is just because this is my first time experience to become moderator, so maybe because I have no experiences in this thing it is still difficult to me to be a moderator. But next time, if there’s a person ask me to do this again, I will prepare everything better and try to act naturally 😀 hha.